This is not me!
I tried to hide it.
I'm sick deadly ...
The results of ...
I don't know what anymore.
I went against the wind.
And now,here I am!
To collect torn sails ...
Unwavering in the lull.
Bolted.
With bulged eyes
on a screen
without a soul.
For what am I looking?
Much to be found there ...
I'm looking only for you!
Whom I'm deprived of,
Whom I will be deprived of ...
The worst?
Whom I had been deprived of ...
I had been deprived of!
I'm listening to nothing!
Let me -even you- mourn
I'm sick.
I shed tears.
I don't want pity!
I want an early grave ...
To entomb
hallucinations and joyful tales ...