THE DECEPTION

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Sometimes I feel

as though I was simply deceived by you.

And as time passes,

the more I'm convinced about  it.

An underlying need

a latent mental disorder

and that's it! An easy victim of love ...

BRIGHT...

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I have dreams, I have great hopes!
It is not enough for me  to live one life only
but it will all be erased after me, what a shame!

EVEN IF

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Even if I conquer the whole world,
even if I shake great mountains,
even if I gain the gold of all reigns,
even if I give it back to the miserables,
even if I wash the shed blood,
even if I stop the wars in every land,
even if I wipe the tears of every kid,
even if I heal the pain of every one in need,
even if with my word I rule barbarians
even if my songs please  gods more than altars,
even then I'll feel lessened, I'll feel so small
'cause the one to whom I 'd be willing of all,  
doesn't wish  to enter in my world anymore.

CONFESSION

I need you

I need you instead of him

It is cruel, what I 'm saying

It is not fair for you, you are worthy to have my love.

You should slap me in the face to punish me.

You care for me, you are special.

But I'm so spoiled.

I'm so eroded by my loving passion for him.

Him, him, him, him, him, him.

He is not here. You are!

He was never so near, as you are.

He could never withstand the pain, as you can.

He was blaming me, you never are.

I need you

I need you instead of him.

THE MORNING DREAM

I miss you so awfully!
I  cried today, I cried in the morning.
I was so sleepy but I couldn't restrain myself.
I was feeling I was with you
I was with you laying in a grave
desolated, dying, dressed in black...
And I wept. Oh yes, I wept
as if you were always mine,
as if you were belonging to me,
as if you ought to stay with me till eternity.
No, listen!
You, you were not wrong!
I was deceived...By myself.
I believed I found you, but I  found only my lost self.
And that self, she got severely mad,
since she woke up and realised
that she had only two days left to live beside you.