I did not want to write
Longed to speak to you
Finally I was heard
By all other people
Oh, not by you,
My desperate need!
I just knock together lyrics
I wanted to cry outloud
I ask for rhythm or rhyme
To be able to be expressed
To be calm away from passion
The prose would make me
Vulnerable and transparent
Your song became a vice
An every day sigh
Even though I know
You are no longer here
To claim you.
I converse with an invisible
Loyal friend
What a bitter relief!
Can I succeed in this?
I got what I hoped
Always to manage
-The paltry or ill
being considered by some-
You to be my soul mate
Take it easy with me out
Of their spacetime
Looking in each other eyes,
Holding each other hands
Giving me the courage
To feel this,that I call life
This up and down,
Which when's down
I know now how
To get it erected , to make it fly
Sufficient inside me to outface
The color of your eyes
