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| Ballet by Robert Heindel 1938-2005 American painter |
What is madness
more than
an absence?
A vacuum, an obsession
a revolution?
And I, who I am mad
to be devoted to
whatever I do not have,
whatever I can not experience,
whatever I'm passionate about,
idealising the paradox
which I search,
without getting it,
only because once
I was hung on it,
when I tasted it
and I dreamed about it,
and I fell in love with it;
how much life do I earn
and how much I miss,
since I manage to live
in my favorite vision?
What is life
if not a dream?
I surrender
to my internal worship
for as long as I can stand it.
I offer myself to others,
but it is worth to live
only for my personal visions.
When you will leave,
if you go away before me,
I will come with you.
Without you ,
the dream collapses.
Nothing is born
authentic.
In my world,
the world of the madness,
this is equivalent
to death.
I'll hide it from you.
So you will not be scared.
I have nothing
furthermore
to lose.
Apart from a
torturing
despair.