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I can not Imagine
what
supposedly you are Asking
from
me
I
am Available
to
offer you
Joy
Passion
Adventure
Oblivion
You
to explore in Me
what
you were Seeking for
and
Never found
I
am available
to
excite your Vices and your Dreams
I
am Not available
to
offer you my Entire soul
I
gave it Once
It
became a haunting Nightmare
It
became my internal Slavery
no
matter what I cherished
I
do not Want to be chained again
I
want my little life Back
I
need to be Alone and Free
I
do not fear You
I
am terrified by My lack of capacity
to
restrain Myself in front of Eros
to
Grab the Given by you
to
satisfy my Possessiveness
to
feel Independent in your presence
I
prefer my Internal Loneliness
I
was Born with it and I will Die in it
I
have no need of fantasies of Pairing
no
one ever could be my Soul mate
because
we are made
Unique
and Incompatible
You
could only keep me Company
and
hold me for a while
to
withstand and perhaps forget
the
Pain of being Finite
in
a History where finally the Only thing
which
will be remaining
is
the Cosmic Dust in the astral nebulae
