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I am so sad!
Abject!
Ι offered love
I took bile.
Usual…
I gave hope,
I took sneer.
Not infrequent…
Always Humiliating!
I am not here in order to accomplish,
but to fight
I seek insatiably, hungrily for love…
I do not have only one goal,
I want it all,
I chase it all up to final fall…
I came here to be consumed,
No safety, No maintenance, NO !
I WILL LIVE simultaneously
Two, three, five lives
As many lives as I bear,
Before undoubted ravage comes
Or rather as it comes, as it rages…
I am sad!
Abject!
I worked for years
Rewarded only by myself…
That's not enough!
I need YOU now…
I frightened you again…
Where are you?
Do you exist?
You didn't learn enough about me…
I also didn't about you, my friend…
In fact I usually manage to Laugh.
I overcome you!
I'll forget you!
I pay each grin very expensive,
It aches a lot, it's so painful
I 'm infinitely working on it
Because I ALWAYS NEED to laugh
My revolution , my freedom
And love shed my blood, but
They are covetable, necessary
- for me- utopias.
Think of it More…
Romantic man!
It clearly appears in your
feather's horizon!
I am a cold Surgeon…
I hurt someone today again…
Merciless, more merciless
As long as they try to hurt me .
Finally I'm what you shouted at me
Right from the beginning,
A self-centered witch...
By no means
I'll be relieved by saying this.
I am worthy of my loneliness
amidst my beloved ones.
I try always to be the winner
In the duels, without mercy
For my victim that suffers
For the sake supposedly of
The virtue, the right and the truth..
Bullshit , I cover weaknesses!
This is alone my real Picture,
As though as I try to act
As a gracious.Tragic hypocrite,
A bad actor, but also immature ...
