MY ULTIMATE NEED

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I'm here without a sign

Without a node from you

I always wanted to protect you

To forgive you

To understand your attitude

For me it was enough to

See your face on a photo

To remember how I sensed

Being near you

But it is not this my preoccupation

I just want to find a way

To remind you

You will never be alone

From now on

My prayers and my heart

And my mind and my soul

Will never be apart from yours!

In fact my eternal part

Will be always with you!

Be sure I'll find the way

To make you remember this

I will annoy you

For nothing more than this.

Just that I'm always here for you.

I need this!

(cc)

DEAR FRIEND!

SuhairSibai Syrian Artists Open Wound(2012) Mixed Media on Canvas

You told me:Forget

the negative part!

There's no positive

without a negative

there is darkness when the

light does not brighten

there is black when all

colors are erased

there is torture when 

though you think you understand

everything you haven't

the faintest idea

of what's happening

Ah Love! Is there Love

without a passion?

I don't mean affection

but body and soul love!

Affection's easy

You don't need to be

one with the beloved

You do not wish to 

identify with 

the subject of your 

insatiable lust

To chase his body

and his soul like a

hunter and nature

wants him to resist

Our ego demands

our personal part

and our lovers want

everything no doubt

and vice versa too

We are so fragile

to sorrow and pain

'cause unwillingly

our beloved hurt us

trying to escape our hug

and so breath for a while

Have you never felt

this crashing feeling?

Well this kind of fight

I fought several

times in my poor life

because I strongly

loved and have been loved

and who I loved they

were not at all my

reflection for sure

Sometimes I think I

love my opposite

to complete the whole...

ΜΙΑ ΚΗΔΕΙΑ ΚΙ ΕΝΑΣ ΤΟΚΕΤΟΣ / A FUNERAL AND A BIRTH

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Μικρές αργυρές

φούσκες μεταφέρουν πλέον

τον μέλανα Ήλιο

Έτσι ανάλαφρα

ο αφέντης του χρόνου θα

ταφεί στο Σύμπαν

Κι εσύ μια Γη

που τον αγάπησες θα

τον συνοδεύσεις

Αναρριγούν οι

μήτρες νεφελωμάτων

στη θέα μ' ηδονή

Ό,τι πεθαίνει 

στο στερέωμα δηλώνει

του νέου κυοφορία

Τι οργασμός! Εισρέει

σε μαύρη οπή γαλαξία

φλέγον το σπέρμα

Για Γέννα αλλού 

Αστέρα επιβήτορα 

καρποφόρας γης

Κατατροπώνει η

Ζωή τη γριά Σοφία. Μη κλαις!

Κύκλος είναι όλα...

Small silver bubbles 

are hovering carrying 

your darkened lover 

Soothly the Sun, the

lord of time, will be buried

in the Universe

And you, the old Earth

who loved him gloriously you

will escort him there

What an astonishment!

The wombs of the nebulae 

find pleasure in the sight 

Whatever dies on 

the firmament declares the

gestation of new worlds

What orgasm! The sperm

flows in the galaxy's black 

burgeoning hole 

Birth of a new Star 

elsewhere, which will be the stallion

of a fruitful young Earth

Established Wisdom's 

defeated by Life. No tears!

Everything's a Circle...

(cc)

AGONIZING

John Singer Sargent: Nonchaloir 

I'm frustrated

I'm exhausted

to cry out loud

so many times

to show to you in

so many ways

I cannot live

away from you

You think it is

better to be apart

Well you're welcome

to enjoy my death

I've said whether

I wish it or not

death's your absence

lack of water

letting me dry

unable of

producing any

kind of fruit

unable of

giving any

kind of love to

anybody

Your presence 

extracts a 

loving person

out of my soul

who encloses all my 

being who's unable 

to live in your 

absence anymore

ΧΡΗΣΤΟΣ Ο ΦΥΣΙΚΟΣ

 Χ...αμογελούσες πατρικά πάντα, αν και καμιά
     δεκαριά χρόνια μας χώριζαν.
 Ρ...ωτούσες: "Είσαι καλά Χρυσούλα; Τι κάνει ο
     μπαμπάς;" 
 Η...σασταν μαζί στο Θηλέων,συνεργάτες,
     γελούσες μ' εκείνο το συνωμοτικό
     χαμόγελο.
 Σ...α μικρός μαθητής που έκανε αταξία-    
     παιδικό πρόσωπο με κάτασπρα μαλλιά.
"Τ...ο ανατινάξαμε το εργαστήριο τότε, ξέρεις;
     Να προσέχεις πάντα το Νάτριο..."
 Ο... κάθε καλός φυσικός δικαιούται μια
     ανατίναξη!
 Σ...το πείραμα πλησίαζες την ομορφιά των
     νόμων της φύσης κι ενθουσιώδης     
     μοίραζες, ό,τι ένιωθες, στα νιάτα που
     αγάπησαν το πάθος σου. 

 Ο...μως αρνούμαι να σε θυμάμαι μόνο για ό,τι
     υπήρξες, Χρήστο,θέλω να σε θυμάμαι σαν
     κάποιο που ζούσαμε το ίδιο όνειρο.

 Φ...ίλο που θέλησε να μου πει για το τέλος με
     τα μάτια κι αρνήθηκα να καταλάβω.
 Υ...πεκφυγή ο τελευταίος σου αστεϊσμός και
     μια φιλοφρόνηση.
 Σ...τάθηκες συνεπής, κυνηγώντας το άπιαστο
     έφυγες.
"Ι...σως να μη στείλω άλλο μήνυμα απ' αυτό το
     μέιλ..."  χαιρέτησες.
 Κ...αι σαν αιώνιος έφηβος ταξίδεψες για
     Ελβετία να επισκεφτείς το CERN...
 Ο...μορφα τελευτήσας "άλυπος" , ωραίος!
 Σ...ε προκαλώ! Σαν έρθω προς τα αστέρια
     κάποτε, πόσα να έχεις κατανοήσει άραγε να
     μου εξηγήσεις απ' όλα τους τα μυστικά;

(c)ΧρύσαΒελησσαρίου2013, 29/3/2013

WHAT A PASSION!

Alone Again by Jamie Lutz

I would like to bite you

To hurt with my nails your 

sensitive skin

To make you scream out in pain

HARD TOUCH

Painting: Jean_Jacques_Henner_-_Solitude

What a bloody torture

to be near and away 

from a loving soul! So

difficult and easy

to touch another being

It does not happen

infinitely. Other's soul

escapes often through your

fingers just like the sand 

You're suddenly a stranger

although an hour ago 

you were a true soul-mate

Communication is

constant battle the deeper

you dig the harder you

must try to enter to the

concrete of the other's self

Does this worth so much pain?

Each contact is priceless...

Bright lightning on the dark 

inside solitude's sky

(cc)

I WON'T BE SAD!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/mbatchelor/2921688796/

I won't be sad anymore I will
never be sad! I will have you 
inside me all the time
You are mine and you 're wrong
I was not guilty I've been never 
mistaken this time
You were the killer, you were the rapist
You were the thief of my peace
I put the blame on you but I
forgive you because I know
how much in love and terrified 
you must be to act like this
toward me
The only person that I would put my
life on bail to see you smiling
The only one who never would hurt you
I thought we had the same emotions
perhaps you are  sure about my strength
too convinced I can better live
without you
So sorry you never understood
my part called "Beauty" is yours 
and your part called "Satisfaction" is mine; 
we would never live crippled
away one another
The only way to survive is to hope
at least our next hug.

THE VIOLINIST

Mamoun Al Homsi (1949) - Syrian Artist

"The PLayer"

2008

  81 x 100 cm Oil on canvas

I play my violin

just to hear it crying

by my side

near my ear

It shares in 

my sorrow

but in a so

heartbreaking way

I never could 

express by myself

I play the violin

sat down and

defeated 

holding it close 

to my ear

I cannot continue

the fight deserted

anymore

but my violin 

chases my fears

as long as I 

let it cry....................cc

SHORT CONSOLATION

http://www.flickr.com/photos/vvonstruen/5685196980/lightbox/

You've been mad

Now we're sad

'cause we feel

we're not healed

I'm the prey

Still I pray

you to feed

Fill your need

Felt so bad

Seeing you sad!

Time will shield

our Life's field

Mind will bow

as Love grow

cc