I suffer for what I accepted.
I suffer for what I tolerated.
I suffer for what I trusted.
Life long gagged thought I
that if I fight for what is beautiful,
if I was sacrified for the perfect,
I would stifle the scream,
which were overflowing me
would extinguish the fire,
which was burning me.
What I tried to hide
under the carpet
became the nightmare
which is haunting me.
What have I done? I will die
silent, burnt, half
and definitely alone.
You walk in this path only forward.
At least I learned some things.
I continue to learn.
Do not weep, nothing gives hope for ever.
I was for what you had got.
For nothing more.
You were for what I had got.
For nothing more.
Do not let yourself be deceived.
Calm down.
No matter where we go to.
Yes, it hurts and I move on.
In this path you can only walk forward.
