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Only your present ...
Just as it were.
Horrible or shameful ...
Perhaps you ashamed ...
Felt sorry for me?
Being in crisis ...
You had apologized .
As if I blame you.
That you corrupted me?
That you involved me?
Ha! You forget a lot ...
I became involved !
I demanded from you!
The hateful to you,
The favorite,
and necessary
To me, your present .
I love really in you,
Everything you hated.
Your vulnerable,
Your temporary
Your diseased self.
I met that self though.
I know no other.
That one is that I miss.
You deprived me from him.
Didn't you understand?
Or just finally
I needed you myself
Whereas you only
Just wanted to prove
Something to yourself?