DERANGED WORLD

http://www.tunisia-live.net/2011/12/10/
tunisia-celebrates-human-rights-day/

You often mention she uses the Word nicely.
However every time she does it
She just struggles to comprehend human world.

THE EXHIBIT

Whatever I do, whatever I am, whatever I live
Since then, when I lost You,
It is a gift to You.
Nothing else, I can give you any more.
Rejected.
Just my new Self
Packed in  package.
You're the instigator
Of this mutation.
Something banal becomes a rare Exhibit.
"Do not touch!" is written upon it.

ONCE UPON A TIME

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Hendrik_ter_Brugghen_-_Heraclitus.jpg

"Once upon a time
Oh my love, 
There was 
A beautiful lady ... "
If you had seen me again,
I would have changed.
The sorrow aged me horribly
Weakened, etched.
If I had seen you again,
You would have changed,
Fear and silence
Are deforming.
I would not be the one
You left behind.
Neither you'd be the same
Who I used to follow  gasping.
You would not be,I would not be.
It would never be again,
What we experienced before.
Keep it dearly inside you.
Only like that, it could have been.
Nothing more.
"...Oh  Sun, please, enlighten him,
Moon, go and talk to him
For my sake ... "
We were whistling low,
Together coordinated,
Just  the same
Harmonic Song.
Alas! "Everything changes " ...
Oh! " nothing remains still... "
And... "you cannot step twice
Into the same stream . "
Afraid to be drown.
Only there in the cobwebbed
In the multi- locked
Drawers of memory,
Which are desirable to be ignored
And maintained
As a salvation in suffocation.
As a redeeming lullaby.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heraclitus

IMPLYING

I hate, 
Whatever 
Made you 
Running away 
From me.
Understand.
What I'm implying.
I'm taking revenge.
Lately
I started again 
To hate.
Myself.

SMILING DEAD

In your gilt sarcophagus
I agreed to be embalmed with you,
my magnificent Toutankchamoun!
Oh my only lover,
I became ill and died beside you.
No one else is  going
Really to miss me-
Besides you, who no longer exist.
The priests ignored the wish
Of your faithful concubine.
They preferred to send you 
beautiful and alone
to the great Ouezir.
It was raining a lot since.
Red poppies might be blossoming
Onto my pale cheeks.
At least, I left smiling.


To Sotiris

THE SHIPWRECK

http://redroom.com/member/terence-clarke/blog/exhibition-review-women-impressionists-the-legion-of-honor-san-francisco

I 'm defeated. I fought with
The ancient Νο and defeated.
Bleeding for months under white sheets.
I defied the Command and I cracked.
I saw a new world, I saw 
In different eyes, I saw heaven.
Everything I had posessed 
Turned into ashes,into Hell!
Was the price indeed worthwhile?
Perhaps ignorance and innocence
Would be a more convenient  aim!
Nothing never comes, as you
Were planning so flawlessly.
I lived the beauty, the dream...
Beneath white sheets now agonizing.
It may, perhaps me ... I could 
Bear to complete the journey.
Maybe I could come through
The nausea or the sinking.
But the captain wasn't determined.
My captain gave up to be saved.
Steeped in illusion I'm yet a wreck .
Alone in a raft full of holes, 
Straight into the raging storm,
In a turbulent ocean,
Beneath those merciless white sheets.

HOPE OR UTOPIA?

Since there's me, there are others too!

I don't feed the Battle

I hate it!

I'm repulsed by Eris, the 

cunning, the fierce, the 

sly green-eyed.

I never worshiped Ares.

Hades is full of death

There's enough loss.

I do not even discuss

About War killings.

I refuse!

I have never accepted

To deal with it!

Why there's War?

For mother's sons' kill?

Earth's babies' bloodshed?

Slaughtering?

I live as a tree of peace!

Bringing forth fruits for

Life only!

The Earth's garden's Beautiful!

Many fragrances,

And colors!

I adore its differences,

Earth's triumph'll be to 

sustain them!

DELETION

http://wishstudio.com/2011/07/

At last I moved forward

I now  take a breath -

I deleted you as you 'd like.

Wasn't this you did  always?

You deprived yourself from 

the most needed for you.

I think I know, the reason

your old girlfriend left you-

Yes, that one who looked like me ...

I know now since I'm leaving too.

I always wondered, why

she didn't love you enough

to stay. How was it then

possible  to leave a love

so insatiable like yours

This kind of love which

it convulses me!

I 'd never say to you,

the answer I gave...You

declared yourself armored

with your cut bloody veins,

with your sad tattoos ,

with your long hair now absent.

Been a long time, you were

seduced  obviously 

masochistically

by the idea of the end.

Your inglorious possible death.

You are not alone, my friend!

Oh, we all go towards there.

Some of us, like myself,

we unjustly die twice...

LAUGH!

What if you laughed,
I do not care!
I'm laughing too
At what I am.
I always laugh.
Because I 've changed.
This changing does
Not fit in well
With my figure.
I still have the 
Eyes and the heart
Of  a little  kid 
But now I'm old
And bird's feathers
Should I not wear .
Accept at last!
The end has come.
Although you 're right!
He is wronged too
The guileless here ...
You just can not
Try to bring back
Anything goes.
Stay here alone.
Decorated
By remembrance.
Talking to you
Through walls and time.
Stop and listen!
Laugh if you wish!
Come on,let's laugh!
Mock your dreaming.
Cry, cry! Laugh, laugh!

BLESSED THE POOR IN SPIRIT!

http://thinkpoint.wordpress.com/2011/08/02/blessed-are-the-sorrowful/

I exist again thanks to you ...
Because you've been there for me!
Because you woke up my ego ...
Because I discovered by you
The treasures of my seabed ...
Because you provoked the cure
Of my inadvertent blindness !
Because you accepted what I
Had to offer the most unclaimed ...
Because this is precisely
For me the most excellent
Part of myself and it was
Neglected by the universe!
"Pfff ... Nonsense!", you spit to me as
I was reminding it to you 
With so much intra and paucity ...
Why are you devouring me?
Didn't I ever inspired you
Who had you been to me?
At least that should had happened ...
I close my eyes, turnaround!
How horribly the truth hurts!