I FELT YOUR SOUL

Perhaps it is comforting

I guess I'm wrong again

I feel however that you're okay

You don't need me even if I'm away

You have got what you expected

Because otherwise you would keep me near

Maybe it's illusions

Probably I will soar again

I feel however our union

Like bright brackets you considered

You got rid of your macaws or deficiencies

You lived what you wanted to live

Maybe I am confused

I guess these things do not matter

I feel however your remembrance

To require more tyrannically

Most horribly altered

exhausted I totter

Maybe I'm wrong again

Probably ... It happens to me profoundly!

But I 'll be expecting till my death

I'll conjure within me

Everything I lost away from you

Your voice, your eyes 

Your exquisite scent 

I experience memories that I never

Maintained for another

As tenderly though as I caress them

More grim they are tormenting me

Until they 'll make me disappear

Perhaps alas! Our relationship 

Was disastrous

That is what it 's choking me the most

Because really my precious

I feel you in my reach ...

I feel that I felt your soul ...

I FEEL YOUR SOUL

Perhaps I just console myself

I guess I'm wrong again

I feel however that you're okay

You don't need me even if I'm away

You have got what you need

Because otherwise you would keep me near

Maybe it's illusions

Probably I hover in the skies again

I feel however our union

you had considered like bright brackets 

You 're fortified now

It's time you to get rid of your curses

You already took the power you wanted to take from me

Maybe I am confused

I guess these things are not realistic

I feel however your remembrance

to require my soul more tyrannically

I totter exhausted

horribly altered

Maybe I'm wrong again though

probably something profound happens to me!

I figure that I'll conjure within me

again and again 

untill my death

everything I lost away from you

your voice, your eyes 

your exquisite scent 

I experience memories that I never

kept from other lovers

As tenderly  as they caress me though

more ruthlessly they torment me

until they 'll make me disappear

Alas! Perhaps  our relationship 

was disastrous...

That is what makes me suffocate the most

Because

my precious

I feel you  really as if you are here ...

I feel  how your soul feels ...

(c)ChryssaVelissariou2011

TWO TIMES

http://mishapsinthemaking.blogspot.com/2011/03/my-first-ever-painting.html

VOICE YELLING IN THE DESERT

http://www.louisagiffard.com/blog.pl?id=9&key=Screaming%20Girl

I suffer

Many words to

write to you

As I sleep

As I nap

Vigilant

Sitting up

I'll attempt a

tightrope walk

on the words

People listen to me

People see me

People feel me

But even the talking

with you is

Rejected...

Do you exist?

Everything seems

Negligible

I just keep yelling out!

ΔΥΟ ΦΟΡΕΣ

ΦΩΝΗ ΒΟΟΥΣΑΣ ΕΝ ΤΗ ΕΡΗΜΩ

DEFENCE

You're back so sweet,
So vulnerable,
Persevering,
Opposite me ...


I look too hard
With my demands
I used to pierce 
You with  nails


Perhaps because
Your attitude
Brings together
The threatening


Defend myself
To do not think
That Superman
I do not love


Your own weakness
Though if I accept
I recall that
You're just mortal ...

ONLY YOUR PRESENT

http://www.sell-arts.com/item/1002708.html

What did I ask you?
Only your present ...
Just as it were.
Horrible or shameful ...
Perhaps you ashamed ...
Felt sorry for me?
Being in crisis ...
You had apologized .
As if I blame you.
That you corrupted me?
That you involved me?
Ha! You forget a lot ...
I became involved !
I demanded from you!
The hateful to you,
The favorite,
and necessary
To me, your present .
I love really in you,
Everything you hated.
Your vulnerable,
Your temporary 
Your diseased self.
I met that self though.
I know no other.
That one is that I miss.
You deprived me from him.
Didn't you understand?
Or just finally
I needed you myself
Whereas you only
Just wanted to prove
Something to yourself?

COLD SINCERE

http://www.wholesaleartmall.com/William-Merritt-Chase/Seated-Woman-in-Yello-Striped-Gown.html

MASOCHISM

More pain from you, I'm thrilled!
I'm punishing myself...
Our last virtual contact. 
Hurt me more! Unbearable 
That you do not exist... 
Live forever in me!
And it would be ease 
For you to torture me.
As long as I live none,
Even you, won't touch this...
No one is permitted!
I need so desperate
Somehow to possess you ...