Deep in my heart
there's a traitor
a man who betrayed my love
a man who opens himself
to everyone else except me
a man who once
became my paradise
the water of my deepest source
my deepest need
Whenever I look
into his eyes's depths
I see myself in chains
in their prison
together with their silent sorrow
and their muted desperation
I never could bear
Deep in my soul
I am his soulmate
forever bound
forever lost
forever alone
I always liked
to swim in the deep
feeling a certain fear
something or someone
would pull me in the depths
I would let myself suffocate
deep on the sea bottom
if you were there with me
It suffices me to blossom
in the gardens of your arms
even if I perish afterwards
