DESTRUCTION

I am free
I am mighty
I still am a woman
A woman in West
But

I destroy my life

You were my hope

You could not stand it

even you

You were the weak again!

All my life I was searching

for a strong man

To tell me only once 
what to do
I am tired

once in my life

Just once

not to be the mighty one

Just once to obey for my sake

Just once! 
Where are you?

I destroy my life

I keep destroying it

for you

for them

for others

Where am I?

What am I doing in this world?

I destroy my life

just for not being alone

I destroy my life for love…

And I end up by hating it
alone again!

Maya Bloch